Wednesday, December 15, 2004

The heartache and gastric just couldnt let me off.
Im so tired.

Everyday sux since last friday.
Things just cant stop turning from bad to worse.
My heart is aching so badly til i couldnt really breathe.

I cant stop myself from feeling sad and disappointed.
Why am i not appreciated after doing so much.
Am i asking for alot?
Im not asking for repay, i only need understanding and love.
Is that really so difficult?

Im so tired. Im falling.
Im breaking down.
Someone please help me!

I stopped myself from crying, but the more i do this, the worse i feel.
Can anyone lend me a shoulder to cry on, i promise i'll only wet your sleeves and not your shirt.
Can someone tell me what to do?

Work load is getting heavier and heavier.
Both my mind and body cant take it anymore.

Everything is pushing me.
Im getting nearer to the edge. Im dropping.

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to all my friends : please take good care of yourself. i miss you.